If I was going to do this, I was not interested in just jacking off with a guy, or even just a blowjob, I wanted to experience it all, including getting fucked by a guy. I, unlike many people, like to experience everything. I joined several gay sites It seemed so simple yet I was scared to death to actually go through with it, it was one thing to fantasize about it, quite another to actually do it, could I really go and meet someone and have sex with them. Then you start to fantasize about acting out, maybe I could hook up with someone without getting caught, someone anonymous, that doesn't know me, someone that would not shatter my entire world as I knew it. Here I could look from the comfort of my own home at all the cocks I wanted to without fear of being caught. When the internet came into being I was obsessed with looking at porn, eventually I made my way to some gay sites and my curiosity was peeked. I went of to college and had lots of sex with woman. I of course being a heterosexual male put it out of my mind. I know as men we are not suppose to look at other guys cocks but I was fascinated by them.
But and this is big but, I have always had a fascination with cocks, ever since the first time I saw one as a teenager in the locker room. I have always considered myself straight, my entire life has been consumed by woman, I am attracted to them, I want them, I desire them and I have sex with them.
